Illusions are dreams that come to surface when we least expect
An illusionist, is someone who weaves those dreams for others
Fading everything to black and blue
You look a lot like you
Shatter in the blink of an eye
You keep sailing right on through
Every time you say you're learning
You just look a lot like me
Pale under the blistering sky
White and red
Black and blue
You've been waiting a long time
You've been waiting a long time
To fall down on your knees
Cut your hands
Cut yourself until you bleed
Fall asleep next to me
Wait for everyone to go away
And in a dimly lit
room where you've got nothing to hide
Say your goodbyes
Tell yourself we'll read
a note that says
I'm sorry everyone
I'm tired of feeling nothing, goodbye
Wash your face
Dry your eyes
Cause you've been waiting a long time
You've been waiting a long long time
To fall down on your knees
Cut your hands
Cut yourself until you bleed
But fall asleep next to me
Have a dream I'm falling down
On my face
I scrape my knees
I scrape my hands until they bleed
Cause you're fast asleep next to me
Next to me
Next to me
Next to me
~nanpriyae kaur bajaj. usually goes by, and prefers: NAINA
~17 years of age.
~20th April 1990.
~destined to be a dictator.
~ex-Garden International School ... HELP University College
~nainanator@gmail.com
~singaporean.
~loves her friends
~where is the meaning?
~where's her escape?
~how?
~why is she lost?
~theyre only questions.
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
sonia
nicole
elle
maddie
aruna
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Blue morning Blue morning
Wrapped in strands of fist and bone
Curiosity, Kitten,
Doesn't have to mean you're on your own
You can look outside your window
He doesn't have to know
We can talk awhile, baby
We can take it nice and slow
All your life is such a shame, shame, shame
All your love is just a dream, dream, dream
Are you happy where you're sleeping?
Does he keep you safe and warm?
Does he tell you when you're sorry?
Does he tell you when you're wrong?
I've been watching you for hours
It's been years since we were born
We were perfect when we started
I've been wondering where we've gone
All your life is such a shame shame shame
All your love is just a dream dream dream
I dreamt I saw you walking up a hillside in the snow
Casting shadows on the winter sky as you stood there
counting crows
One for sorrow Two for joy
Three for girls and four for boys
Five for silver Six for gold and
Seven for a secret never to be told
There's a bird that nests inside you
Sleeping underneath your skin
When you open up your wings to speak
I wish you'd let me in
All your life is such a shame shame shame
All your love is just a dream dream dream
Open up your eyes
You can see the flames flames flames of your wasted life
You should be ashamed
You don't want to waste your life baby
I walk along these hillsides in the summer 'neath the sunshine
I am feathered by the moonlight falling down on me
Change, change, change
Dedicated to my fellow decayed BHALOM.
This post is dedicated to my fellow decayed BHALOM preggie-in-law the ring bearer thing. thats rite, to CLARE. her bday recently passed , and we had a blast at her bday party. it was all pretty cool. i got the at 11.30am to help her set up. we went to buy her cake, and buy snacks and filled up water balloons. and then later, sonia joined us, and then followed by nic and elle. then came aruna. we hung abt and went out to the pool where i was painting sonia's nails black. hott. and then maddie , ken , and kum decided to finally come. ppl got thrown in the pool , and some jus went in ... maddie,kum and i didnt swim. and i didnt get to read my da vinci code. thanx to SOME kumanans. -.- and then we cut the cake, which was pretty cool, until the damn antz attacked it. lol. clare held a pretty rad party. but it didnt end there. oh no, there's more. the guys went baq, and we hung arnd and fooled abt playin korean games and some sharades kinda thing. while the gurlz were playing the korean thing, i sat by the pool with ma legs in, and then something odd happened. well, i freaking dropped my iPod into the damn pool!!! yea. GENIUS aren't i?? it died. like TOTALLY. sigh.then aruna had to go home, and we talked a lot. we ate pizza and while we were practicing suck and blow, (which i'm not bad at fo a first-timer at the gay game), we got a fone call. ken was askin us to go to sunway damansara. as ppl argued abt this, i did my nails. and elle's. oh, and they decided we would go. did my wife even bother to ask me!? NO. sigh. but clare wanted to go. so i went fo her, it was her bday rmb?! lol. so elle went home, and then madeline, sonia, nicole, clare and i went over to sunway damansara. as soon as we reached the park waitin fo the 2 clowns (kum and ken) to appear, nic hadta go home. and so she did. then there was, maddie, sonia, clare and i... we went to the bball court and met up with ken, cos kum couldnt come out till 2ish. shortly afterwards, sonia had to go. we didnt want her to go by herself, so clare and i accompanied her in the taxi, while maddie and ken stayed behind. we dropped ma daughter off and came baq. and then there were 3.kum joined us later and we adjourned to ken's house. over there, we watched some weirdass music videos, and i failed to read da vinci code, yet again. and we slept, well, some of us did. lets say a couple of us were makin weird noises ... and a couple of us were talking into the nite and another one of us , managed to slp until she got pushed off the bed . OUCH . poor clare!! **hope u're aite. kum hurt sonia damn bad when he threw her into the pool, and then u.** maybe he's out the get the SR girls. =P. in the morn, we ate, and then we played cards and then we talked again and then ate and then talked. and then we went home. according to clare, that was a pretty interesting , and painful at one point, nite. she had fun, and so did i.but a number of things sucked ass that day:- my iPod drowned.
- my fone battery died the nxt morn.
- the battery of my watch died too.
- my cards got soaked. (thanks to kum)
- and i hadta to endure some crap music along the way. (thanks to my wife. haha)
but i'm glad clare had a blast.
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we came up with BHALOM.
wad is that u ask??
Boring
Heaps
And
Lumps
Of
Mould.
Clare and i are the founders. she is the decayed one. i'm the emal one (lame baqwards). sonia is the nuf one. (fun baqwards) and elle is the sticky one. sonia and elle hadta endure some interesting intiations. hahha. rite clare? ;o) lol
so clare, thanx fo a grt time.
oh , and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CLARE!
so have a fab year. see u soon. mwah.
nanz
posted @ 5:57 PM
